I feel seasick. The endless to-ing and fro-ing of this fragile vessel in the tumultuous waves of you is turning my stomach in knots. I am a derelict dinghy powerless in an unpredictable ocean. I do not know how to navigate these waters. Lost in stormy seas I cannot sail, searching for hope on the horizon. Who knows when calm waters will come, or how long they will last. But before long, once again, I'll be floored by the force of your love. Then all too soon it'll be torn away. Nobody taught me the rip hurts just as much as the crash. If this is our fate, let me drown. Spare me the suffering of fighting to sail when I was always destined to sink. Because I feel seasick.
Hey! My name, as you may have guessed above, is Lauren, and this is my little safe space to share any random ramblings about life, the universe and everything. If you've found this page, it's either because you're as weird as I am, and you're searching for someone else who finds the world a difficult place and is trying to make sense of it all... Or you're here because you know me and you're hoping to figure out just how weird I really am. Either way, welcome, and enjoy.