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Hello there, world wide web...

So it's the last day of August, and I didn't want to ruin my current streak of monthly Blog updates! But, in truth, the thing I need to talk about is without a doubt the hardest thing I will ever have to write about. So much has changed since my last post to you all. The girl who wrote of falling foolishly in love less than a month ago, feels a whole world away from the girl writing to you now.

A few things need to be said, need to be cleared up, and I need to be as open as I can about what's in my head. Because that way, maybe I can stop letting it consume my thoughts and move on from torturing myself with what-if's. Maybe I can give myself a shred of hope of getting back to myself. And so, something as meaningful and close to the heart as I aim to share with you all, takes time. And tissues!

I promise that something is coming.

Hopefully it'll be worth the wait, and you can be entertained by the ironic injustice of my life, while I gain some closure. But in the mean time, please be patient!

Sorry that this post is woefully boring.

And sorry that I'm apparently atrocious at dealing with life!

I'll update soon.

But, until then, please enjoy this beautiful song that I think is rather fitting!

Thanks for reading, over and out.

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